MODE

My mode for this week is lazy mode… hahhaa…. Have we heard of this mode before. Like our handphone or computer, they have mode. We should always put a positive mode but I had a lazy mode. I barely out of my house sleeping comfortably in my nice and cool room. I opened my eyes then get ready to school. Back home preparing meal then watch TV until the TV watch me. I tried to read lecture notes but only 5% enter and sat comfortably in my head. The rest flew back to the notes. I tried to find an easy and nice topic that I can produce a thesis out of it. But I’m blank and I still could not get anything. Zero….. I hope I can do better than this.

I hope I can get a good topic and I could produce a good thesis and pass my program.

Probably I will write about Pelan Induk Pembangunan Pendidikan. I have not decide specifically about what but hopefully I can write and do some research about its relationship with leadership traits.

Enough of my thesis. Next week I hope I can use more productive mode.

WoW....

Today i'm so proud of myself.
i show my fellow friends the whole Kuching city..
i did it without showing them Kuching city inside car but also i walk with them...
hahhaaaaa..........
i still got the stamina beb....
i took thm to all shopping complex range big 2 small shopping complex...
i walked with them at the water front....
walked with them at the india street....
i never did it before so i'm proud to be me...
hahahahhaaaaa....
ok got 2 go... sakit perut lah....

My First Class

Today is the last day of my busy day.
Just came back from UNIMAS for my MSc Education Management class under UUM.
First i ingat easy lah... no exam and bla bla....
but then i was wrong...
now i have 4 thing 2 do. 3 minor and 1 major task...
first day lesson...
write chapter 1 introduction of thesis...

day 2
write chapter 2 literature review...

letih sbb kelas dari pagi sampai petang...
tapi sik boleh kalah dgn org2 senior kat sia..
so what i do... pretend that i'm there all the time..
but my mind don't know where...

so today i went to celcom centre and get my self a broadband...
i hope it will help me ....

ok this all for today...

BE THANKFUL

Everyday we grumble about this and that. From big matters to small ones. Recently our fuel price increased. It actually caused politic chaos. Pity those who have power to put price on our fuel. All curses thrown into him without considering pros and cons of his decisions. During this tough moment others take granted and add more heat into this matter.

Malaysian should be more considerate and be more relax. The word aggressive caused our neighbour country broken into pieces. North for this race and south for this religion. West for this kind of people and east for that kind of people. They can’t live with anyone but ‘themselves’.

Malaysia is a multiracial country. Our believes also different but until now we can live together. Have multiracial neighbourhood and are we willing to lose this harmonic life? I must say I WANT TO LIVE IN PEACEFUL COUNTRY FOREVER. How? Can we make it?

I say yes but it needs us to be one heart. We need to be thankful that God blessed us with peaceful country. We need to think before we do something. Before we do, think what will happen if i do this or i do that.

For my Malaysian friends.....
LOVE YOURSELF AND LOVE MALAYSIA

UPDATE???

Sorry that I didn’t update. My friend said ‘NO TIME OR TIRED’ is a LAME excuse. Hope you enjoy.

QUALITY???

It has been a long time that I didn’t update my blog. I was so busy and soon First Semester Examination.

Question Paper done by PPG and was sent to school last week. So yesterday, I went back to school early and manage to print the questions paper on stencil. Regardless our lack of modern facilities such as photocopier, they sent a blur copy. All school must use this questions paper because they want to see the real result throughout our district. This burdened our job as they want us teacher to produce good outcomes but they could not even produce clear questions paper.

I hope you and I could learn from this situation. We always point others weaknesses but couldn’t see our own. As pepatah melayu said bakteria di seberang terang kelihatan, tetapi Godzilla yang didepan buat-buat tak nampak.

None are perfect even if we wanted badly to be perfect or meet up with perfect guy / girl. It is impossible.

I once told a friend of mine who wanted his girlfriend/ her boyfriend to be perfect “No one if perfect. We should learn to accept and fit ourselves into their lifestyle. But if you couldn’t, back off and learn from it.”

And I spent more than 2 hours surfing and grab as many as I can information from engkabang.net

There is many information that you can get from there. This net is especially for teachers. If you’re interested, make sure you register first. Just log on to the website.

Enjoy.

Life As Rural Area Teacher

Last week I was so busy doing my own responsibility and thanks God no one throw up their duty to me. and this week is going to be another busy day. Since I know, I will have no time to update my story here, so I decided to do it earlier.

Topic of the day ‘ life as a rural area teacher’.

Let me recall back what questions been asked to me during the interview to enter maktab back in year 2005. The first question they asked me is “Are you willing to be sent to rural area?” And so, I tell them yes. Disbelief with what I’ve said, they told me many told them that and they wanted me to convince them that I am willing to; I told them all my life I’ve been living in rural area (10 years out of 25 years). For that reason, I have no problem with this kind of life.

Now I am living to the fullest enjoying fresh air and fresh food (fish and Nbab1).

Am I happy? Yes, I do and No, I do not.

Yes because I wanted to be a teacher since January 2005. Back then, I hate primary English teacher. I wanted to know what are they doing that their students does not know single English word. I dare myself to major in TESL for primary school. Now I know, no one should curse any English teacher. It is a damn hardest thing to do.. Hhahahaa…..

My problem, I hate to cook, wash cloth and clean my house. I have to do it myself. My mom living more than 100 km away and I can’t be so selfish to ask her to stay with me and do all the chores for me. I wish I were selfish L

This is what i eat almost every day easy to prepare.. hhahahaaa

Next year I was thinking of moving out of here. I need more hectic lifestyle and not being so comfortable. I hope it is true that many town teacher hoping to transfer to rural area to get extra cash so that I can move to town. J Just take the money! I need my life back!

So maybe it is true what my interviewer have said. But people change. No one stick to one decision. And so do I!