Hello friends….
Now I’m in UUM sintok Kedah.
The environment not much different from
Some more my neighbors in hostel are all from Sarawak and
sempat ambil gambar ni...
The only how you know you are not in
Banyak kan makanan yang kita boleh makan kat sini...
ikan je boleh masak banyak jenis.. sedap dan pedas
Second, the drinks are so sweet. ‘Adik, kurang manis ok.’ Then bila siap still sangat manis… emmm…This week is kinda sad and bad week for me. first of all a person I called friend showing her real self. All this while, she talk behind me I don’t mind. Yalah if you didn’t do that why should you be afraid. Let It be and sure the truth will find its path. But this week for me it is a bit hurting. Stabbing me like that hurt me. So as usual buat bodoh lah. Pretend nothing happened. But i make big barrier between me n this friend.
The story goes like this. I’m the Guru Penasihat for Kelab Kebudayaan. Me and my friend supposed to train school dance to represent our school for a competition. Last year we won 1st place so this year our headmaster forced us to send another group. we reject. so someone send her group with some misson (to destroy me and my partner) she want 2 show us she can to our headmaster.
The result was not a good news for me because my school kalah. but still it is also a good news for my reputation. why waste school money when we know we can't get what our school want. dapat no 3 pun tidak. apa lagi no 1 or no 2.
so this whole week she was always alone. no one want 2 sit or walk with her. especially the lady teacher pulaukan dia (i tak hasut). memang or dah tahu sikap dia yg sebenar.
am i happy. not really. relief yes but not happy. i lost a friend. someone i cherish.
Wish all students yang nak ujian ni kena focus k. Belajar demi masa depan kita yg cerah. Harus ingat IF ITS TO BE, ITS UP TO ME. Apa pun yang dihadapan kita adalah milik kita dan hanya kita yang mengatur dan menentukan hala tuju. The choice is in your own hand. Submit it to God and strive hard and sure God be with you and lead you.
To my friends… cikgu cikgi out there…
All the best and do your best. Time ni just pray and hope
Mang ciayo..
All the best k. God bless
Hi all….
Today I’m so bored.//
Stayed back up river here…
Today kinda tough day…
Looking for kertas ramalan upsr bahasa inggeris…
But tak jumpa….
It’s very sad that no one bother to do that…
I guess English is the most not famous subject….
Don’t you think so….
Haiyaaaa……
Wish me luck kay…
Next Tuesday is big day for primary school teacher..
This day our hardwork will be tested…
All the best for teachers and pupils out there…
Pray that God bless you with clear mind for you to focus
Hope that your brain work 101% all the time when you read the questions paper…
Begging God that you know the answers to everything…
All the best!!!!
My mode for this week is lazy mode… hahhaa…. Have we heard of this mode before. Like our handphone or computer, they have mode. We should always put a positive mode but I had a lazy mode. I barely out of my house sleeping comfortably in my nice and cool room. I opened my eyes then get ready to school. Back home preparing meal then watch TV until the TV watch me. I tried to read lecture notes but only 5% enter and sat comfortably in my head. The rest flew back to the notes. I tried to find an easy and nice topic that I can produce a thesis out of it. But I’m blank and I still could not get anything. Zero….. I hope I can do better than this.
I hope I can get a good topic and I could produce a good thesis and pass my program.
Probably I will write about Pelan Induk Pembangunan Pendidikan. I have not decide specifically about what but hopefully I can write and do some research about its relationship with leadership traits.
Enough of my thesis. Next week I hope I can use more productive mode.
Everyday we grumble about this and that. From big matters to small ones. Recently our fuel price increased. It actually caused politic chaos. Pity those who have power to put price on our fuel. All curses thrown into him without considering pros and cons of his decisions. During this tough moment others take granted and add more heat into this matter.
Malaysian should be more considerate and be more relax. The word aggressive caused our neighbour country broken into pieces. North for this race and south for this religion. West for this kind of people and east for that kind of people. They can’t live with anyone but ‘themselves’.
I say yes but it needs us to be one heart. We need to be thankful that God blessed us with peaceful country. We need to think before we do something. Before we do, think what will happen if i do this or i do that.
For my Malaysian friends.....Sorry that I didn’t update. My friend said ‘NO TIME OR TIRED’ is a LAME excuse. Hope you enjoy.
It has been a long time that I didn’t update my blog. I was so busy and soon First Semester Examination.
Question Paper done by PPG and was sent to school last week. So yesterday, I went back to school early and manage to print the questions paper on stencil. Regardless our lack of modern facilities such as photocopier, they sent a blur copy. All school must use this questions paper because they want to see the real result throughout our district. This burdened our job as they want us teacher to produce good outcomes but they could not even produce clear questions paper.
I hope you and I could learn from this situation. We always point others weaknesses but couldn’t see our own. As pepatah melayu said bakteria di seberang terang kelihatan, tetapi Godzilla yang didepan buat-buat tak nampak.
None are perfect even if we wanted badly to be perfect or meet up with perfect guy / girl. It is impossible.
I once told a friend of mine who wanted his girlfriend/ her boyfriend to be perfect “No one if perfect. We should learn to accept and fit ourselves into their lifestyle. But if you couldn’t, back off and learn from it.”
And I spent more than 2 hours surfing and grab as many as I can information from engkabang.net
There is many information that you can get from there. This net is especially for teachers. If you’re interested, make sure you register first. Just log on to the website.
Enjoy.
Last week I was so busy doing my own responsibility and thanks God no one throw up their duty to me. and this week is going to be another busy day. Since I know, I will have no time to update my story here, so I decided to do it earlier.
Topic of the day ‘ life as a rural area teacher’.
Let me recall back what questions been asked to me during the interview to enter maktab back in year 2005. The first question they asked me is “Are you willing to be sent to rural area?” And so, I tell them yes. Disbelief with what I’ve said, they told me many told them that and they wanted me to convince them that I am willing to; I told them all my life I’ve been living in rural area (10 years out of 25 years). For that reason, I have no problem with this kind of life.
Now I am living to the fullest enjoying fresh air and fresh food (fish and Nbab1).
Am I happy? Yes, I do and No, I do not.
Yes because I wanted to be a teacher since January 2005. Back then, I hate primary English teacher. I wanted to know what are they doing that their students does not know single English word. I dare myself to major in TESL for primary school. Now I know, no one should curse any English teacher. It is a damn hardest thing to do.. Hhahahaa…..
My problem, I hate to cook, wash cloth and clean my house. I have to do it myself. My mom living more than 100 km away and I can’t be so selfish to ask her to stay with me and do all the chores for me. I wish I were selfish L
This is what i eat almost every day easy to prepare.. hhahahaaa
Next year I was thinking of moving out of here. I need more hectic lifestyle and not being so comfortable. I hope it is true that many town teacher hoping to transfer to rural area to get extra cash so that I can move to town. J Just take the money! I need my life back!
So maybe it is true what my interviewer have said. But people change. No one stick to one decision. And so do I!
SK Nanga Ngungun
Sekolahku yang tercinta
Walau jauh di pedalaman
Kau teruskan jasa
SK Nanga Ngungun
Berilmu dan berwawasan
Amanah agama bangsa dan negara
Wadah matlamat kita
Ikrar Pelajar dijulang
Rukun Negara disanjungi
Harapan ibu bapa dan guru
Tetap tidak ‘
SK Nanga Ngungun
Walau nanti tetap ku tinggalkan
Kami berikrar teruskan usaha menjadi insan cemerlang
Kami berikrar teruskan usaha menjadi insan cemerlang
Last Sunday, I was preparing my Lesson Plan and I have decided to teach a song titled “Padi”. So, as usual every Monday morning we had assembly. When pupils sang “Negaraku”, I tried to listen very carefully how they pronounce negara. As they had this typical Iban slang; instead of ne-ga-ra-ku, they pronounce it neng-ga-ra-ku.
Then when sang School’s Song. Aha…. They repeated the same mistake.
So this week my main target to correct their pronunciation. Start with my weak pupils 4B. I wrote down the lyric and waited for 40 minutes for them to copy this 16 lines. Then I only have 20 minutes to sing the song correctly with the proper pronunciation. I warned them to read and pronounce carefully/ correctly. Even after I warned them, they till repeat the same mistake. Even worse! Every time they sang line 8, I can’t understand any words out of their mouth. So I can’t catch what word they use to replace the original word. then line 12.
Slowly pronounce it for them some able to correct their mistakes.
Will report again what will happen to my other classes.
Living alone without your families and friends around could be impracticable. So it does but who are we to choose that kind of life. Yes, we can plan what we want but it is not us to decide. Life is complicated and yet we ware created to be so. I plan to stay and I did. It is so boring that I really hate the moment when I have to decide what to eat. I’ve gastric and my stomach always craving for food. At last I cooked 3 dishes. As I have mentioned before I was lazy to cooked I prepared 3 tasty and special food.
Aubergine curry
Fish soup with lettuce
Fried nugget, chicken frank and coated chicken.
This week, I decided to stay back at school instead of going home meeting my love ones. Few reasons why and I did not regret it. I make myself busy from Friday afternoon until today. I actually did not rest except sleeping. I promised myself not to waste my time on games so I plan few things to do. Not all going on as I planned. I start with house chores. Washing tonnes of cloth, cleaning the kitchen and etc. Well, at last I can walk on my new mat and my quarters looks more homey. I also decided to create my own blog (at last) after Grace so many times advised me to do so. Meruked Tu’ is Lun Bawangs word. It means ‘really forever’. I have my own reason I choose this word. I hope through this blog, I can make new friends and to keep in touch with my all friends.
